my name is colie;
most of the time i'm something lost and scattered, flung about in all directions. these fingernails are turned to a constant blue from the cold. i have a lot of faith in the importance of being polite. i'm good at giggling, it used to embarass me, but these days i'm fine with it. honesty and integrity are important to me; i've had enough experiences with lies to know the value. summers have passed that i have lived entirely off of japanese food. in the past year, i've had a lot of lessons of sorrow coming hard and fast. luckily i can sleep in any condition, while my world is falling apart and there is nothing to do, i can turn off. sad songs make me surprisingly happy. checking my pulse comforts me.